Supposed to go studying with SK, QW and Cheryl at bukit merah macdonald today....luckily i woke up late and didn't go early.......Called them to ask whether they there already or not, and surprisingly they were there, BUT, they say they not going to study already and will go to Bugis.....Speechless...i was thinking of how long we have not chat and study together and were unable to sleep last night......hmm...it seems that our world and goal is now different...the gap was just a bit when we start to work after O'level and when we meet, we will talk about our work...now we dun really have any common topic to take about

1. Used to wait for each other after school if we were dimissed at the same time, but stopped after SK angry of me playing game with my friend and cause him to wait for a long time.
   
2. In the past, only QW won't return call when he say he will call back, he would at least call back the next day. Now, when QW say he will call back later, your home or handphone call list would not have his name for dunno how many weeks. Even SK starting to be the same.
   
3. CY pester me to lend her the new harry potter book. She say she would get it on one thursday. Then i wait for her call and decide to call her and she say she call mine HP the previous night to tell me she not free that day. I searched for my call history...dont even have her name on it. Then she say she will collect on Sat, in the end, at 10 pm plus, when i told QW about it and he tell CY, the only thing CY reply were " sorry, i forget. get it from u when free". Though we were not really good friend, you should at least know what u have promise. And it not like i am very willing to lend her the book, i only agree because i thought maybe she think i not treating her as a friend.
   
4. In the past, when we were organising, we would have conference call and discuss about it. Now, it will be just one message saying "we going to ______ at __time, if u wan to go, meet at_____" it more of like, go if u wan to go and ur business if u don't wan to go attitude.
   
5. If I got something to ask them, i would like call their HP, and most of the time, they say they are busy and will call back later, U wont need to wait. They wont reply most of the time and u will be so angry that u wont ask them anymore.
   
6. There is one time where i ask QW to go cut hair together. We did not meet the time, but normally we will go in the morning or afternoon. I were calling him the whole afternoon to wait for him to wake up cause i know he have gone to bed late by seeing the time of the last message he sent(2.53am). And so i wait until around 2 before i went to go cut hair myself. And i were lucky i did so cause he wake up at around 4.30pm....and that one example of not replying back. I call him and he say he need to do something first and will call back later. In the end, NOT A SINGLE CALL return
   
7. And that time when i want to cut hair, i also asked SK and he initially say he wan to cut. But the next day, he say he wan to cut after exam...Guess wat, it before the exam and he have cut his hair already with QW and cheryl...lol...

Guess i just write these few sign, i dont have time to write out more even though there are more(got good memory though i have STM)...Hmm, back to study mode...

have done some of the past year MBIO paper since they PS me and go bugis...at least i sleep enough and didn't waste my time. Guess i now stressful, cause i can see more pimple growing on my face....Aggghhh....at least they dont grow on my forehead now.....

Target

• Do MBIO past year paper
• Do IPC pat year paper
• Do and practise Maths
• Watch less anime(still addicted but havent watch today, maybe later)
• Rest well so as not be sick for Exam( having flu now and to think i study virus as a topic)
  

Labels: friends, studies, Unhappy