• Cont' practise math(exam the day after!)
• Practise Differential equation and integration by parts ( not in sec sch syllabus)
• Watch less anime tmr( Exam coming!)
• Sleep early tmr( Math require ur brain to be awake and the exam is in the morning)
• STUDY HARD!!!

One more sign of the gap:

• The gang went out today and i didn't really noe about it...i only find out by accident...hmm...shows that the gap is really bigger...seems to me that we not really good friend already....and there are a lot of things i dunno about them...In the past, when i were angry with them, my anger will have vanish the next day, this still have not change unless it something big...BUT, i don't noe since when, maybe after sec 3...after the group grew bigger, they start to start the dunno what PMS thing and start assuming i am angry and will scold them or something like that...cause normally, i will treat that thing as never happen before, but from what they say like "be careful, later he dunno do what to u" well, it just make me more unhappy and will definitely be more angry...it more of like they provoke me to be angry instead of treating that it has never happen before....maybe they don't treat the friendship seriously and have forgotten what i were like when i first became friend with them....PS. if you don't understand my personality, don't pretend that you know...Don't assume and Accuse!!! And i think that's the reason they didn't tell me that they were meeting today cause they thought i am still angry with yesterday or maybe its them who are angry after reading my blog...well, as a matter of fact,it me who now don't really understand them....maybe it me who haven't noticed, cause i don't feel them as what i noe 3 year ago....so it maybe me who assume that i know them when i dunno...and hope that they can stop the PMS thing, it really childish and i don't find it funny at all!

Well, that's all for the midnight blog...haha...This is my thought and what i feel, thoughts can run wild....Don't assume and accuse for those who are reading!!!

Labels: friends, stress, studies